ϡ - Appointments Post

[folklorist]

This post here is for personal conversations which should happen but one or both of us doesn't want to put up a new post/log and thus we will just thread it out here. This can be used to thread with Helios anytime and anywhere. This can either be in person (with action), or via the journal's call feature (voice and/or written).

When replying to this post please mark in the subject line when and how it is taking place EX:
[Action, March 11th]
[Voice, September 8th]
[Written, June 10th]

Comments

[folklorist]

I know. But you should be. You and Giles both should be... [ But you're not, why aren't you? He still doesn't understand and...no he has to stop thinking like that. Those words written are just like the words Giles spoke to him the night of the 25th. ]

It's not. God you're not selfish for asking at all. [ a pause. ] I...I can try to do something. [ He's never healed a wing, thankfully, yet but he'll try his hardest to help. ]

[shadedsunlight]

Should we? Helios, you're my friend. On someone else I might have given up. But you? You're... you're one of my best friends here. One of the closest people to me besides Giles and Frederic. And you're so utterly you too. It's okay. I forgive you.

[Some part of her realizes she's probably insane for accepting what happened to easily. She's cut others out of her life for lesser reasons and nearly being killed isn't something so lightly. But things happen out of their control. Wasn't that why she promised Giles to stop him if he ever came back a vampire?

It's Helios. One of the best friends she's had in a long time. Maybe there's some selfishness, but she's not so inclined to throw a good friendship away.

And maybe she's just tired of everything. Fighting, waiting nervously for the other to come back from their death penalty, picking people up after someone else leaves... she's tired. There's no more energy to hold anything against anyone.]

It is selfish. I was going to contact you to check up on you, but I wanted to see if you could do anything too. Utterly selfish reasons. And I'm still not saying no because I'm tired of this clinic.

[folklorist]

I don't know. [ It's still confusing to him he still doesn't understand it. Being the one blamed for everything never getting a chance.

Helios doesn't think it selfish, not at all, if only because of his own drowning guilt about the whole thing. ]

I can come by now then if you want?

[shadedsunlight]

Only if you aren't busy right now.

[folklorist]

No of course not. I'm not busy at all. [ He's been cooped up in his room courtesy of your boyfriend, Ginia. Helios might share the same sentiments about being able to leave. Not that Giles was forcing him against his will but...he's been fighting with leaving his room for awhile now.

This might just get him to do so. ]

[shadedsunlight]

[Amazing how one person can want to return so badly to the apartment and the other wants to leave.]

All right. I'll be here then. Thank you, Helios.

Once I'm back on my feet, we should have dinner. I'm sorry for delaying that.

[folklorist]

It's it's nothing you have to thank me for. It's the least I, I can do. I'll be there shortly then. [ He is the one who put you in there after all. ]

And it's technically my fault for it being delayed. Or-or the Malnosso whichever you prefer to blame. [ He still feels bad can't you tell? ]

[shadedsunlight]

I like Malnosso blame. [Because sorry, she's not going to blame you.] I'll think on what to cook while you come over.

[folklorist]

Alright. I'll...see you in a few minutes then.

[shadedsunlight]

See you in a few minutes.

Take care, Helios.

[folklorist]

In a few.

Thank you Ginia. For-for everything. [ For not hating or blaming him even if he still blames himself and probably will for awhile. But this will help somehow. Things will get back to normal because they have to. ]

[shadedsunlight]

There's no need to thank me. You would probably do the same for me.