Helios Sprensonne (
folklorist) wrote2010-09-10 11:33 am
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ϡ - chapter thirteen; rememberance [action|written]
[ Around mid-afternoon Helios will be making his way across town with a small bundle of flowers in his hands. It might seem a bit odd, random even, but today is a rather...hard day for him; regardless he does have a small smile on his face as he makes his way through town. There's soft hum coming from his lips, absentmindedly and almost indistinguishably if you're not close enough. It's a soft melody and peaceful, or as peaceful as he can manage it to be. He has his journal with him just in case anything goes wrong.
He pauses momentarily at the edge of town, looking back almost as if he's thinking of making a post but...he decides against it for now. And then he turns and heads off into the forest.
He'll return later with one lone flower still in between his fingers and some dirt on both pant legs and his hands. He takes a seat by the fountain in the town square idly looking at his journal and of course the flower he is twirling unmindful with his pointer finger and thumb of his left hand. ]
If you could go back and change one event in your life, would you? Or would leave it as a reminder or perhaps a lesson learned? History is known for teaching us our past mistakes and also to be used in helping us in the future as well. History repeats itself as the saying goes.
He pauses momentarily at the edge of town, looking back almost as if he's thinking of making a post but...he decides against it for now. And then he turns and heads off into the forest.
He'll return later with one lone flower still in between his fingers and some dirt on both pant legs and his hands. He takes a seat by the fountain in the town square idly looking at his journal and of course the flower he is twirling unmindful with his pointer finger and thumb of his left hand. ]
If you could go back and change one event in your life, would you? Or would leave it as a reminder or perhaps a lesson learned? History is known for teaching us our past mistakes and also to be used in helping us in the future as well. History repeats itself as the saying goes.

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Yeah, so it's a stupid question. Duh. Things happened and you have to keep going and junk. Don't question it or you get like this.
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Yes you're right. But... [ He pauses momentarily. ]
--you can't help but wonder sometimes if things had turned out differently how life would have been.
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Maybe but if you do, things just get totally depressing. So you have to think about awesome stuff and the future.
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Sometimes it's hard though, to let go. But I suppose you're right about that.
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Letting go is hard and you don't really have to, you just have to keep going! If you keep going, more awesome things can happen and stuff.
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Yes you're right. These events even if we can't change them...do make us stronger in a way.
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Yeah see? And then you just have to try to have things get better.
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I...guess you're right. Somethings just take a bit longer to heal I suppose.
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I'm always right. But you just have to keep trying. Things can heal. I mean, things kind of have to.
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They do, don't they? But they also sometime leave scars as well. But those scars help shape us I suppose into who we are at present.
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But you just like, have to keep going for tomorrow and junk. Even with scars.
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You most certainly do. Especially when there are those you care about to look after, and those who care about you looking after you as well.
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Yeah. There's always somebody who needs you so you just have to keep going. At least for them. But it's probably the best if you do it for yourself too just because yeah, you're you.
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Thank you Poland for everything, it's made my mood considerably better. [ He pauses as he thinks something over. Oh! Right housing arrangements, derp. ]
I was wondering if you have any place to stay at the moment? I do have some room in my apartment and I believe Frederic would love to have you stay there with us.
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[Give him a big moment. He doesn't know Frederic that well yet or Helios either. He hates to be alone, but oh no people he doesn't know well. It's a while later he adds on:]
It's okay. I can find my own place and stuff.
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I see. Well if you'd ever like to come over for a visit or have a change of mind it's Community building seven floor five room twenty-two. You're certainly welcome to stop by whenever you like.
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Thanks.
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I'm really awesome at that stuff, so it's nothing big.