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ϡ - Chapter TwentyFour; Hello again [action/accidental voice]

[ The journal might pick up rustling and a brief intake of air before turning off.

He was alive and that was the cool ground beneath him, wasn’t it? It wasn’t saturated with his blood nor was it amidst the rain forest. Instead he was staring up at that beautiful cherry blossom tree at the top of the hill. It was a startling awareness that overtook him in that brief period of time from when he opened his green eyes to sitting up. His clothes were no longer marred with the blood he had lost and looking at them, despite the lack of blood and the shock it would have brought being missing, everything still came rushing back along with the shock. He didn’t want to remember it, those teeth and those claws tearing into him. God he never wanted to remember it and yet here he was remembering like it was only yesterday. His last dying breath was while he was looking into the faces of his two best friends as he lay dying at their feet. He looked at his arms, legs, and back, hands shaking slightly before steadying. His wings were fine as well all in one piece even and he moved them just to make sure he wasn’t dreaming…

He was fine and there was no more pain besides being alive in this place again. No he can’t think like that; he had people here he had to protect and people here he cared about. It was all so…disorienting. Like countless others Helios had been brought back from the dead, like necromancy or...immortality. It was a dream many men in his world would love having. Albeit what they make you give for such a life here…was it all truly worth it?

This was Luceti. This was the town, the same town, with those same individuals that entrusted him to put up barriers to keep away their fears and add a slightly deeper sense of protection. The barriers. Green eyes widened as he realized what his death had meant. ]

Oh no.

[ He had to go…he had to go and check on them. In his attempt at getting up he’ll turn on the voice function once more on the journal. There’s more sound of movement as Helios gets up the voice function still on as he mumbles something under his breath but he doesn't turn off the feed, absentminded as usual. He’ll be stumbling down from the hill making his way towards the appropriate buildings. He had to make sure everything was in place and functioning. He didn’t know what complications his death might have caused and it was best he make sure. He shouldn’t be wandering around like this but he doesn’t care. He does care about who sees him though, so he’ll try as much as possible to steer clear of people’s view. It obviously isn’t so easy for him since he is a derp coupled with the post-return imbalance and therefore he is stumbling and not paying much attention while he’s walking. He doesn’t know about his friend’s announcement, of course, but Helios knows one of them, Frederic or Giles, would have told people by now. God he hates that he had to force that on one of them at all. He didn’t want to see them…not yet. He put them both through so much…it-it wasn’t right. And yet he was so tired and just wanted to go home. Home, home, he didn’t even know what that meant anymore, really. Was this place a home when sent into battle and never told a single thing? Was it a home when friends were made to watch those they cared about die? It wasn’t and yet he was stuck here…they all were stuck here. And he just…had to cope that’s all they could ever do.

If anyone is nearby House 7, House 55 or the Playground or just in the vicinity walking between those places you might just find that blonde haired man with green eyes stumbling and using the trees to right himself each time he does trip. He’s not…paying much attention to anything as he’s still very much out of it. Too much thinking and he obviously needs people to snap him out of it. Or not. Just another day in Luceti though and Helios is finally back. ]

((ooc; Sorry for the tl;dr, derp. Also timeline doesn't really matter since Helios will be wandering aimlessly for a few hours. Probably until nighttime. ))

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Still in Building Seven. Just, um, in room two, on the ground floor. I, I know the area around there better than anywhere else in the village by now, a-and there's the boat, and [and he wanted to at least be nearby, if not actually allowed to live with them two of them again] it was just...easier.

[Giles watches Helios carefully for a second, as best he can. Which is actually pretty well, by now - his eyes have healed enough that the world is more of a smudged water color painting by Claude Monet than a half seen, half real nightmare world of light and shadows.

He takes that second to steady himself. Giles knows that he can't let himself fall apart this way, not when Helios is so obviously, understandably, and justifiably hurting. He owes Helios that much, not just for what happened that night, but for everything before. Helios is his friend, and at the very least Giles can take his own advice. Neither of them can carry the weight of the world, hard as they might try. But Giles can shoulder a bit more of it, while Helios finds his footing back in the world again.

So he smiles - a sad and shaky smile, but a genuine one nonetheless. He gets to his feet, stretching in the sun, and speaks with a levity he doesn't feel but can certainly try for.]

So why don't we start over? Why don't we stop by the bakery, and I can tell you the bits of good news that have come to light this week? Believe it or not, there have been a few hopeful instances.

[He offers Helios a hand up.] Maybe Seventh Heaven later, for some proper food.

You shouldn't have been alone. [ He says it in a sad way, in a way that he himself actually has been through the same thing. Except he knows Giles has friends here, unlike him after Elise died, but being by yourself and cast out after the death of some dear to you...the likeliness of their situations almost made him sick.

Helios looks up, watching Giles as he smiles probably for him. A good front, a front Helios appreciates. It's the best they both can do at the moment and the mentioning of the bakery makes him realize it's been a week since he last ate. So he's considerably more hungry than normal. ] The bakery. That does sound nice. Never can resist it. It's not fair you're using my weakness against me.

[ Helios manages a light chuckle, but it's genuine, more genuine than he thought possible at the moment. He'll take Giles' hand something he wouldn't normally do, given who he is, and he gets shakily to his feet. ]

Dessert before dinner...mm. I should try doing that more often.

I can manage on my own, Helios. Honestly, I'm used to it. [Which isn't to say that he's enjoyed his partially self imposed exile from room twenty two. Quite the opposite. He wants to come back - that isn't even in question.] Besides, it's, um, it's not as though I've been hiding away. I've, I've been around. Meeting people. Including some friends of yours'. [Robert actually hit the nail on the head on that count - Giles knew that Helios wouldn't want him to be alone. Even beyond that, there was the entire crisis with Kennedy that couldn't be ignored. A crisis that did, at least, eventually lead to a new understanding with Buffy.

But it's been a week and Frederic hasn't given back his watch and, if Giles is perfectly honest with himself, he's starting to give up hope. Still, maybe Helios being back will let things be a little more normal.]

I'm hardly exploiting your weaknesses, Helios. On the contrary, it could be said that I'm enabling them. [Now that they're both back on their feet, Giles will start leading the way back towards the plaza and the Bakery. Well..."leading" in the sense that he can still walk next to Helios.] Especially because eating dessert before dinner is generally considered to be a horrible habit that's bad for your health. My own mother would roll over in her grave if she knew I was doing this.

[He's teasing. It's helps him, at least, it usually does, and Giles' tone softens just so there's no misunderstandings.] But I would say that you deserve some enabling and some indulgence. Especially today.

I know. Just...everything that's happen with you and, and Frederic. It wasn't a good situation to begin with. You moving out didn't make it any less hard. But I do want you to comeback, eventually. [ A small pause as he walks towards the town. ] I-I suppose I'll stop by in the interim.

You've met some of my friends? Really? [ That's a nice thought, at least it makes Helios feel a bit better about this whole thing. ]

Enabling, exploiting. I think they're almost the same, really. But it's a good exploiting and enabling, I readily agree with it! [ So not the one to complain where sweets are involved. ] I think mine would be too. Ah, no, that's not right. My father though...ha he certainly would be! I think my mother only coaxed it on to be honest.

[ Helios nods. ] Especially today.

And I want to come back eventually. That apartment is my home, Helios. The first place that's really earned that designation since Sunnydale was destroyed.

But it was both of you that invited me to stay, and...it should be both of you that allow me to come back.

...before that finally does happen, of course, you're certainly welcome to stop by. I'd appreciate the company. [Because he missed you, Helios. A lot.

Still - on to less unpleasant topics of conversation.]

Oh, yes. Regal, Professor Gelda, Kouki, a boy named Roji and...some sort of bat woman named Anodrac. They were all, um, v-very upset to hear what happened. And they'll all be very happy to hear you're back. [So he wasn't alone. Not really, not very much, no matter how much it might feel that way. And that's a thought that earns a slightly easier smile.]

Doesn't "exploiting" imply negative intent? But, no, your point is taken - I'm just being unacceptably pedantic. Unfortunate habit of mine, even now.

Father stricter than mother, then? I know the feeling.

Then I definately shall. And you know I'll allow you back in. [ He's not too sure about Frederic though.

Helios is also going to be stopping by. He's missed Giles as well but his death penalty, when he finally realizes what it is, might you know...cause him to go over in a slightly panicked state. ]

Ah so you've met Regal. He runs the bakery you know. It was only a matter of time for that meeting to occur. But I-I see. I'll definately have to tell them, then. [ He looks at the journal half a mind to send out a message to all of them right now. But, no, he has to getting his footing first before he does anything else. ]

Yes it does. Cavities. I'm on to you, you realize. But I've come to find out I don't get them despite eating so many confectionery goods. I think it was all the milk, actually. [ Teasing he can do it too. ]

Oh yes. So much stricter, though he did have an appearance to uphold.

[And Giles will be very understanding of his panic...hell, going over a month without being able to read anything has nearly driven him nuts, would have driven him nuts without Jilly or Okita's help. Probably finally introduce him to them. At least help him find books.]

I've met Regal. He's a good man, I quite liked him.

...didn't peg him as the sort to run a bakery but, well, who am I say to comment? Luceti has a way of doing that sort of thing to your expectations.

[He laughs, at that. Tease away, Helios - he'll make a Scooby of you yet.] Drinking milk helps prevent cavities? What a novel idea, I'll have to try it.

So did mine. My mother...mostly went along with him.

[...sure we aren't related, bro?]

Neither did I. But you're right about that. Luceti does change ones expectations rather a lot. I think it might help. Not entirely sure though.

Ah she, hm? Mine as well but she knew when to, you know, draw the line. It's because of my father's work, our family name, the school and all. So she understood we all did. It's a lot of pressure to uphold such a responsibility and all.

[ They're right outside of town now, bakery not too far off. ] You don't know how much I am going to enjoy whatever we get from the bakery. It seems like forever since I've had anything sweet.

It's been a long week all around. I certainly do understand. I haven't had anything very sweet since meeting up with the Doctor, and I've still had a better week than you have.

[He grins, almost mischievously, and glances over at Helios.] Any preferences, then, or shall we just...sample?

[ Ugh Giles why did you say sampling. Of course sampling is preferred. So many choices, gah. Helios looks very serious can you not see his serious face? This is a matter of great importance. One cannot simply walk into the bakery. Especially without a plan, a very well thought out plan. Biting his lip and then a sigh with a smile. He just shakes his head, shrugging. ]

Sample.

[You're the one who just came back from the dead, Helios - Giles owes it to you to let you have your options.

Not that he's remotely surprised by Helios' choice. But he doesn't show it, instead nodding somberly. Because this is a matter of great importance.]

Sample, then.

[He nudges Helios forward.] Get what you want, then. I'll wait out here. Promise.

You're not coming in? [ Mm he understands. So he'll nod and just leave it at that. ]

Alright. I'll be right back then. [ Helios will come out a few minutes later with an assortment of cookies, pastries and maybe a slice or two of cake. Must eat all the sweets! ]

I would hate to interfere with a master. Go ahead, just save something for me.

[And he'll take a seat against the wall and wait. He looks up when Helios comes out again a few minutes later, and nods approvingly at what is evidently a large assortment even if he can't specifically identify what the assortment consists of.]

You work quickly. I must say, Helios, I am impressed.

It's a lost art I'm afraid. It takes awhile to hone one's skills. [ He's just smirking. ]

Shall we go to your place then? Ah, maybe eating outside by the fountain even. It is nice out after all. [ Hm. ]

Whichever you'd prefer.

I'd rather eat by the fountain. [Giles gets back to his feet.] It is quite nice out, and nice days have been in unfortunately short supply.

...too much rain.

[He shakes his head.] Any donuts?

Rain can be nice...it almost seems like it cleanses everything. Washes away everything that happened in the past. Start over, start of new life. Everything feels a bit different when you comeback. All...vibrant you don't realize it until you've lost the ability to enjoy it. Ah, but, you probably know...your eyes. [ Helios blinks sifting through the bag a slight 'ah ha' escaping under his breath. ]

Of course! Jelly, right? [ Haha he got that tip from Buffy for the record. ]

I grew up in England, Helios. I certainly don't mind the rain, and I know that it cleans a lot out of the air. Everything...smells better.

But the...poetic attraction does escape me, sometimes.

[Really, the long and the short of it is that, after the monsoon, it's...all a bit much.

Okay. Raised eyebrows at you, Helios. He's...pretty sure he never let on about that habit around you that much.]

Jelly, yes. Thank you.

[ He knows nothing of the monsoon so forgive him Giles! But he nods. ] Well it's understandable. Poetic attraction aside it's rather a pain when you live in a thousand year old castle with old ceilings.

[ Renovations he's been making them, before this. ]

Ah. Yes you seem like the...jelly type. [ That's the worst cover up he's ever told ever. ]

...so Buffy's told me.

[Busted. You are so busted, Helios. Giles will start looking through the bag, thanks.] Pass them over.

You should probably consider renovations, by the way. I'm sure some of your students are handy enough.

Oh she has? Of course she has! I-I mean you do know each other rather well, not surprising.

[ Oh gods don't hurt him. It wasn't his fault she told him of her own volition! Passing over now, yep, sheepish smile is go. ]

Mm yes. I think the woodworking club is helping enough with them. Last time I checked anyway. It's been very helpful for me, they're also helping out the school as a whole. It's not everyday you such invested students. I don't mind in the least.

No, not surprising at all. Whenever we sent Xander out on runs for donuts during research, I was always the one who asked for jellies.

[Giles would never hurt you, Helios. Provided that you hand over his donuts and never speak a word of this to anyone.]

Students being helpful to their teachers? Will wonders never cease...

Woodworking club? I suppose you have to keep everyone occupied somehow, and I've never known classes to work.

[ Helios will just cover his mouth with his hand and laugh mostly to himself. This is all very amusing to watch. He doesn't know why, it just is. ] Now the question is...Dunkin Donuts or Krispy Kreme? Or perhaps Sunnydale had its own bakery.

Wonder yes. Not in my world apparently. Mm clubs have a very good outcome especially when it comes toa boarding school. You can organize more things a lot more effectively and there's always the sense that they have their friends right there too.

Sunnydale had its own. Thank God. I've tried the other two - they never measured up. Besides, the Sunnydale bakery was...remarkably understanding about delivering at strange hours.

[Hey - Giles will let Helios poke him and amuse himself at Giles' if it gets his mind off of recent events. As long as he feels better.]

We wouldn't know, I'm afraid. I never had much of an opportunity for extracurriculars, and neither did Buffy. Willow managed it best - still can't understand how.

But, um, school clubs in Sunnydale were usually little more than sites ripe for the usual catastrophe.

They don't. But there's a bakery down in the town by the school. Absolutely wonderful gogoşi, Romanian donuts. They don't have the hole but I've been all over the world and just...homemade donuts. I don't think anyone can beat them.

Yes I can...see why you'd say that. Willow was rather smart, wasn't she? I'm not surprised that she could balance everything. [ Helios is munching on a cookie as the walk to the fountain now. ]

Gogosi? I've never had those. God, I've never even heard of them. Romania wasn't a stop we ever managed in our traveling. Closest we ever got was Germany. Or was it Poland?

They sound marvelous, though. [Making his way through a powdered jelly donut and following along after Helios, now.]

Willow was brilliant. Had the potential to be one of the greatest witches the world had ever seen. Probably even more intelligent than I am. School suited her - she was never the same outside of it.

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I just remeber the episode where everyone ate all the jelly donuts and Giles just...sad faces )8

"The Zeppo", I believe it was. "And jellies left?" "...did you want one?" "I always want one!"

Rofl so adorable Giles.

It's a common sentiment that he will never understand.