I was alone. [ For a long time too. He says it bluntly, almost without emotion. Because even speaking about it requires all his emotional withdrawal so as to not affect him when he says it. Almost like a barrier it's just another way how he copes, really. All those years with Nero and then after Elise's death. ]

It's not easy for me to do so either. But it becomes easier to depend on your friends to help you back up when you fall, if you open up and ask for assistance. I doubt they'd say no, or turn you away.

I-I understand how you could come to that conclusion. It-it's hard, all change usually is.

[ He might visible wince at that Robert. ] I-I suppose. [ But lets continue with that change of topic. ]

It is strange, yes, but I enjoy it. You see I have a natural affinity towards the strange!

[ Just a laugh if to lighten the mood a little. ]