Not really no. It's... kind of what caused the big argument I had with Brendan before I came here. He found out about my grandfather. He- he blamed me.

[He manages a wan smile, but it fades quickly, a bitter twist of his lips. It had hurt.

It's much nicer focusing on Helios's face when he looks like that.]

Sound like smart guys to me. [His expression falters when Helios has to bring that up. Part of him would love to go home, but the thought of giving this up, of giving up his friends and Helios... it makes him feel sick.]

You managed here. You can manage back at home. I know you can. You're tough. Tougher than you think.