B-Because I'm not. [ He'll cover his mouth with his hand when he says that. Tiredness and an already prevalent absentmindedness making him say things he normally won't. He'll purse his lips looking away as he does so. ] I've-I've always been told o-otherwise. For, for all my life I've never once had anyone say otherwise. And I...I always thought it was true.

[ Because it was. He had committed the most atrocious act one could possibly commit. He didn't think anyone should care about him at all. Helios looks away blinking back tears from the stinging sensation in his eyes. ]