[ You wanted the beginning and this is where it starts and ends. It's very short story only spanning but a few brief minutes. Or hours at it felt when it happened. A story that spans but a night. ] I sh-should haven't done it. I knew Giles. I-I knew it was wrong, that something could go wrong. And she...she told me not to do it.

[ He is trying so very hard not to let his voice crack or his look of utter pain to be exposed. He might not have the bear the scar right now of what happened but that doesn't mean it's not there. He's trying to hold back those tears that will most likely come as he tries to continue. ] And then she offered to help me. And that's when everything went wrong.

[ The ley line, Elise's power, it was a recipe for disaster now that he looks back on it. But it's too far gone to really make a difference now. Just past musings and nitpicking's of his utter lack of care. ] And when we-we tried to summon it...something else came through instead.